Studies !~ out ?

Yoyo !

haha.. ! If u all know me and went out with me, im will yoyo there and here. is the same where i write, express bla.

Out with Sh, Hc, Wk, Harry potter ! Every weekend ! same gang ! aiks. Upgrade la. Find some unique gang oh ? hahas. But no one wanna know me. cause i too ugly and cheapo ?

Today went bak kut teh with family. Saw my old friend. Wei Kiat ( 55 kg ) with his gf. Gonna married ? i heard few of my friend say, he is Bad -> Worst . but see on his face and act, is nothing wat i can describe. still the same ? haha.

My new house gonna upgrade. I'll updated and post up some pic before " make up " my room :]

weee ! i got another 7 question assignment ! aiks ! how la Guys ? any C++ programmer to guide me ? xD !!

My bro created another new domain and web.. " Stay tuned ..................... ? "

http://www.eventsblu.com/

Family = Love ?

Some question everytime friends or people will ask arround..

Why we need to obey our parents ?
Why we need to care our parents ?
Why we need to show our love to parents ?
etc....

And they answer .. They can care among themself and we need to show our love ? they got wife dy ma. Is that just our answer ? Ya. For us, we will describe them as non-moral human. But all this is logic sense. As we talk all about moral in this world, then why we got such thiefs and destroyer ? aiks aiks !

About the topic, Family is equal to love. Why ? Because love , we care our love ones. When u were kid, family cares and love us. Not gay lar. is children ma ? haha.. So why when we adult, and they already old, why not we care for them ? and if they dint work. Do u have any money to spend ? Love is all the same thing as family. If we care them, and give them more time to elaborate. They will try to change. All our decision that we make, we have to obey it. Ya la ! u make decision dy, u don want to obey it and wanna run ? lol :(

The last thing i wanna say. I think everyone thought of it also la. If never thought of it, u did it also.

Parent Earn money For Us.
We spend It.
Parent No money
We no money Spend.
Parent will find money for us.
We spend again ?

Think in bad position : We spend and make us useless.
Think in Good position : We spend and make us usefull.

love and study ?!

this few day cracking my head for C++ . Stupid programming. But is fun. More fun than District mathematics. District mathematics is add maths actually. Actually la, i never even study add math also. i really dunno how to do, just wait fail only la. lol ! then why i can study C++ so well ? cause my bro also prograammmer la. lol.

love ? talk about love, my head start to pain. I don ever wanna think. Because I can control her temper when i can. but she avoid me.. i cant control his hand to with me right ?

well. I really give up my life to god. :(

My Own Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

Greed:	Very High
Gluttony:	High
Wrath:	Low
Sloth:	Medium
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	High
Pride:	High

this is my own Seven Deadly Sins Quiz. Pride is high :(

no use.

As my last question ... eSeong Gonna Married or Not married ? :(

Married or Not Married ?

hardly make any decision for this. is hard for us to choose.

When my love invite someone,
Someone might not stay,
Why so hard to find someone to invite them to our love country,
Is there anything,
I still not yet fulfill ?

I dunno. I still think of someone. Although someone might not accept to get invited ? or stay inside my love ? Is still the same.

After someone,
Love is Dead,
Love is Fake,
Anyone can make ur love alive ?
Ya. Her only.

eSeong Might Married or Not Married ? ! :(

Incredible Hulk - Updated

Yeah. Incredible hulk !

I just can rate it as.

Action - 9/10
Love - 2/10
Graphic - 9/10
Sound - 10/10 :)

wee ! nice. U can feel u're inside there, live telecast. The most interesting part is at the end. Ultimate Hulk Vs Incredible Hulk ! xD

Ya the great update thing is. Im good boy. Student , Stay at house with full concentrate. hehe. Yah, my mum relation with me also being upgrade. Today fetch mum to Assunta Hospital at subang/kl la. i also dunno. i think after petaling jaya gua ! hehe.. The best thing i saw in the first hospital. Is like, Shops arround. xD. Got 7-eleven. That one i can accept it. But theres a Starbuck :P

Yah, no one there. maybe too expensive for patients ? or patients forgot to bring cash ? Maybe we as customer should send feedback to starbuck that there's no credit available. Why need credit card transaction at starbuck ? because Starbuck open at patient area. how u gonna aspect patient to bring cash ? xD ! my 5-cent la.. actually i dunno Starbuck has any credit card transaction for customer, not ? ! hehe. Ya ! Wish my mum can cure faster.

After that, fetch my mum back to Klang. And went ? college larh !

FAQ
Assunta hospital never heard before ?
http://www.assunta.com.my/ <- nahh.. heres the url. U can view for more information.

What is starbuck ?
http://starbucks.com.my/ <- The most famous coffee ? xD

Not Updated ? Nor Upgrade ? Less Information's ? Emotional ?

Last Few Day went out and come back arround 7am ! Mum know that. She keep nag and mumbling all the way i go up and untill i slept. Is it fun ? Ya is fun. but it tired.

U all wish to try ? I got no comment about that. But Please be prepare to go out at night. Ur Family might not like it or maybe chase u out from house ? hehee.. just jokin la.

On the topic up there.. Not updated means ? Nor Upgrade means ? Less information means wat ? Emotional ? is it im to emotional right now ? errhhem. Please be prepare. Im going start my story k ? lalalallalalalalalal !

Not updated means

- If everyone never give u a chance to know other people more, or let u a chance to take good care of other people. how other people mind will get updated and upgrade ?
- If u never try to let go, how to know more other things ? you dowan to upgrade your life ?
As Example :-
U stay at kampung. And U can stay at Brick house. how the way the look like, is still the same.
We call it house right ?
When u stay at kampung. Ya , u sure have some feeling and u will not let go. U will visit back ur
kampung house some day. But u needa upgrade ur house to brick. Which brick house u need ?
Bungaloo ? normal house ? cheap house ?
I think this is ur decission to choose. Which house u need. Whats ur requirement. i cant make
that decission for u. Thats what i mean about upgrade.

Emotional ! weeehars. i think i had said this twice right ? i love this topic.
Ya everyone have it. E-Mo-Tio-Nal. It sound so simple. Emotional means ? Someone that keep showing their emotion. Or keep stuck inside emotion. Thats call emotional ? aiks !
Why cant we just put away our emotional ? and start our new life ? Ya ! everything causes from feeling.
Example :-
A Started to know, and theres no chance and theres no more way and theres ... but A cant forget it. How to let go ? Or we just keep it inside our heart ? A will just emotional. Because ADK !

ADK means ? A dont know ! lolx ! i know everyone will just figure out. What is ADK ? meaning ? ADK = Astro Decoder Kabel ? hahas !

The Balls ! Looses Rm25 !

This is my first time playing football or betting football. This year had an Euro Football Tournament. Yesterday was the Second or Third Match, Italy Vs Romania. I takes Italy. Because my Friend takes italy ? this friend among all the friend, is the most good at betting football games. So i believe him. Since he say, he bet Rm25. So i Follow. Then HC Also follow. Sh follow too. At 2am, the game is. Italy " 1 " Vs Romania " 1 ". So we lose ? or Draw ? xD. Actually we lose la. So all together our team, losses Rm100 :(

Half match Started. I make a bet with her. Ya, she follow us. What is the bet ? If Italy win, I got chance to couple with her. If Romania win, Then i can just R.I.P ! At last, It just a draw. So, when god gonna let me know the real answer ? or just depends on her ? or we cant bet love on games ?

Ya i know. We cant bet love on games. Love not playing. Love is feeling :( I want to know the facts. I feel i got chance. If i got the chance, i'll try my best to make her happy ever after. Wont make her sad anymore. Ya i know. Many people had say that to u. But i'm not lieing. Im serious.

Aiks aiks ! SheSmoke. HateSmokers :(

Harder. More tears. Drops.

Today went my first Moral Lan Subject Class !
Does anyone dunno about MPW is what ? MPW = Mata Pelajaran Wajib !
xD. This is to let people know what is MPW ! xD
Today i make my Assignment More intresting. More Great. More Nicer.
But i dunno is it correct or not ? how ah ? sad sad !
Anyone know Seniors studying IT ! INeedHelp ! aiks

Tears ? Drops ? Rain ? uhhhhhhhh. Sadest. Today is my last Tears to drop. I Promise to God. I Swear To God. I will not drop my tears for third party's. Last. IWillNotDropAnyTears. < My Password :(

Harder ? Weeee !. My Second Semester coming harder ! how the third semester .. ? Harder and Harder ? aww ! sobbbbers !

Panda !

Panda Movie is quite nice.

Synopsis for the Panda movie ? xD ( If im wrong , just forgive me )

At first Panda want to join and see who's the " Powerful Kungfu ". He tried and try to go in. But imposible. At last his dad try to put fire crackers to make him fly and stun inside that Kungfu Hall.

Then the Powerful Kungfu Master had announced that " we found our Powerful kungfu. Which is !!!! PANDA ! " lolx ! All Kungfu senior is like " WTF , how that big fat panda win !! ". but they still needa accept that facts. Shifu and those kungfu senior try to make that panda harder when he train. i think, heres the " sian " time. i mean boring la. cause no fighting ma ! hahe.

I jump to that Powerful Kungfu Senior came back to town. Even his own Sifu cant win too. Only our Powerful Panda win's because he know Secrects ! Secrect Quote " Theres No Secrects Recipe in this world. " Ya i accept that facts. theres nothing secrect to be. Ya we keep secrect. but god knows. is it still secrect ? more than one people know dy. is it still secrect ?

hehe is just my view. ! XD

At last, Panda make whole world peace. :) I LOVE PANDA & AUSTRALIA !

Sacrifice !!!

Here it is. On the topic of Sacrifice right now. Wee ! i like it.

What's the meaning of " Sacrifice " ?
To make a sacrifice means being willing to sacrifice ourselves. It means giving up our time, our energy, even our lives. It doesn’t have to be splashy. It can be as quiet as dedicating our lives to justice and truth and acts of compassion.

Since i told u the meaning of sacrifice.
Can i Sacrifice myself for love ?
Can i just put all my thing and Sacrifice ?
Is it really important about love ?
And why do i need to Sacrifice ?
Why love is there to let us Sacrifice our self, since its pain.

Many question is in my mind right now. I really think before, that i wanna put aside not to think love anymore. I cant. Is there any pills arround ?

Since our world Full of Drugs, Tablets, and Medicines. Why not anyone made some love pills there ?

If there is a survey of love. Final on that survey, i will win. Wanna know why ? cause many question i really wanna ask. I dont have any answer for my question. I had ask 10/10 . and i get none answer.

What is my main point ... ?
I love a girl. I stand beside her when she sad, moody, unhappy. I really dunno what to do. Im not strong too is just the same like her. She say that she wanna forget it. But today she pass by over one shop and keep stare on him. WhY ? Because u cant even forget him.

I think again.. and again. Since u wanna think again and u said u wanna forget him, u will try not to see him anymore. U will try not to hear any Phone calls From the shop anymore. Why u need to heaer since u wanna forget it ?

thats because u dont want to forget it. Since u choose the road to be like this and make ur life to be sad, moody and unhappy... Why i need to stand beside u and turn u happy again ??

I can make much more paragraph than this. But i think i really needa stop here. Since my tears had been drop. I know my tears and love is not because of u. I know that this road that what i have choosen. And i cant even turn or just off my engine.

<- Tears dropping and i feel out to any Sea arround to let my anger out !!!!!!!!! ->

Pain!

My heart.
My soul.
My body.


Can i die ? xD

nvm . i'll put aside this thing and continue my study.

Anyone saw Bachelor of Degree in Information Technology hiding inside temple ? One of them is me :P


Anyway , yesterday was having supper with HC and HC's GF. HC keep talking about keburukan more than kebaikan. Ya i know everyone is caring about me. But i'll thanks u all for caring me.

Maybe i know what to do right now. Study is important anyway.

- eSeong Slogan -

No Study, No Work
No Work, No Money
No Money, No Wife
No Wife, No Family
No Family, I will Die !

Its Worth.

I think i'll give her more freedom to choose. Ya its not mine, then i dont wanna talk about that anymore. Love is Love. She wannabe to give then give.

I hope...
She will not cry anymore.
She will Choose a Caring and will stand beside her.
She will Happy always.
She will have a very good mood always.

i think this everyone want its right ?

I will never even talk anything anymore. If its mine, i will care her and i will do what i can. If its not mine, I wish them have a very good happily life.

She's the one i choose to love.
Is last and forever.

Nah the song is for u actually. and is for me too.

Updated " The Ger I Like "

Yesterday i had already having some experiment on my own body. Don't ask me where i did that or is it pain. I will not tell. Sound like im sacrifice my body for her right ? xD

I think, i wanna have my own study time and furture up my study. I will stay single. Is it rox up single group ? xD .. Anyway, i'll just wait for her. i will not updated on " The Ger I Like " anymore.

If She wants Me, She will Reveal Her love on me.
If She wants me for whole of her life, she will reveal and tell me everything.

If she dowan me, then she will not do anything and our relation will not upgrade at any steps forward. might just see im backwards.

Im Strong. Fighters. Pawnors. Pros.
But Im also Week. Pain. Scares. nooob.

The Zeth

Yesterday Morning went to college and attend two class. as usual on monday :)
Went AsianCafe. Once reach, then went FTZ ( CyberCafe ). 9/10 playing Dota's. swts.!

At night, Went out with her. like normal drinking and talking. I can only say, im happy that i can see her. xD!

Updated " The Ger I Like "

My heart
My feeling
My Love
My Care
My Strong
Will not melt.

Yep. Is only Her ! No Others Can Change her inside my heart.

Everytime she cries, never sleep, wants to do everything without thinking any consequences.
Everytime she makes my heart, eyes drop every tears. but still not melt. will stay there forever untill i dies.

Updated " The Ger I Like "

- Maybe She know/dont even wanna know that i love her.
- She still love/cant forget her ex-Boyfriend.
- Her Anger/fierce Had encounter.
- What i said, she will keep buat perbandingan with her ex-bf.

- End For Today -

Genting !

Ya. About topic Genting. Today went genting with parents. Seriously is bored. I can tell u that, i go Starbucks and drink two Iced Caremal Machiato ( i dunno i spell it wrongly or correct ). I need to wait for my parent to gamble finish, then only can go eat dinner and go back :)

Eat at lake view. The fish is fresh. Don ask me whats the fish name is. idk.

- End for today -