Random..

Life has been so hard
Keep thinking about her
But a must to think about studies
Currently , Out of control.

First week of the 5th semester ?

On our first class, lecturer told us that .. we still have around 2 - 3 semester. After that is depending on us want to continue our study or just take that Diploma certificate back home. So fast has gone through 2 1/2 years already. So do i need to continue another more 1 year so i can get my Degree ? or just take that freaking cert back home ? Seriously, i don't know. I still not yet made up my decision, there's alot of thing to consider. The first thing is, degree is not that easy. Diploma is like PMR but Degree is like SPM !

That's it. For the first week :)

Updated !

10 days. Lot of thing been different.

Still remember i told u that the girl that she called me out to study in mcd ? :)

I dunno why i had feeling on her. I can truly tell u that, i'm not a PlayGirl type. Is just i dunno how to describe, wheres and why and hows.. the feeling came. Teoh told me that i know her still not long yet, and i already have feeling on her. i really dunno why. Don't ask me, i'll answer everything when i found out..

Why i love her ?
What i love her ?
How i love her ?
Where i love her ?

Some of them might think, i will delete those threads that i previously posted. I can seriously tell u all, i don't need to make it secrect. Ya , she knows.. might have bad image on me. They might think i'm playing, or i'm not serious.

I don't mind people think about me. I know I'm correct is enough. Well, If u really think I'm wrong, tell me. I will give u a logic/understandable and is not a lame reason :)

Went out today in the afternoon, to college. Register my upcoming semester. After that, i went to Asia Cafe. To meet her. But she got to fetch her friend which is Teoh's girlfriend. So they decided to drink at station one.

Went back home around 7 something.

Theres for today . :)

My Gang. Events.

On Thursday, the hardest exam has been ended. So my friend decided to go clubbing on that day. We went to M.O.S ! Which known as Ministry Of Sound. At Sunway. Which is beside Sunway Hotel.

Two of my friend drunk. Which is, Ah Jun and Yiong. Reach home around 5am. That was the first night, i went clubbing and i went back home so late. Previously, if i go to clubs .. i wishes that i could back earlier that i aspect. I go back home late, is not because is fun or being with friends. I wanted to go back early, but everyone having their own fun and talking to each other. Mostly there were the first time. Some of them is not their first time too. So i try to collaborate with them, since they are happy and i wish i could be happy too right ? :)

So, that's on Thursday. How about Friday, which is labour day ? Did i go out ? or Clubbing again ?

Yeah, i did. I went out on that day. Did i told u about i know one girl ? Well, i know her from Teoh and Thursday is not the first time i meet her. I meet her several time. She is pretty. So, friday night she ask me want to study together with her or not ? Previously , i study with teoh and bunch of friend, Teoh bring her come to MCD. So i told her, Yeah .. Anything. But i already decided to go Prayers on 10pm. So i went to mcd and had my dinner till 10pm. Included with study also la. :)

After reaching temple. Pray finish. My friend ask me want to go BarCelona or not ?
So, i decided to go, since thursday was a boring day. I went and reach there. Drink and saw my previous barcelona's friend. They ask me, where i went and why so long never came back ? I never answer anything and walk to the end.

Reach home around 4am.

This is the day ?
Is it fun ?
No, is not.

I thought i quit clubs and why now i going there again ? Seriously, im curious right now. and i dunno why.

Everyone ask me why i still go there,
I answered i'm stress with alot of stuff.
They tell me is not worth it,
I answered i know, but i dunno where to end :)

Actually,
Is ending soon,
i'm trying to prolong,
i decided not to end right now.